Spend a moment, Everyday, Thinking of someone you love

"Thinking of some one u love each day keep ur resentment away"Do u agree with this???I do I do...Every morning when i wake up, instantly picture of someone will emerge in my mind.This morning i heard something from my friend which really unpleasant and offended.Is really a stage of affliction for me.I was so upset till my mind blanked out.Just few minutes later while im sitting on my bed, my phone rang. One of my beloved friend messaged me.We went out for a drink.We talked bout our life, family and general stuff.Every one might hurts u but bare in mind, the one that truly loves or cares bout u won't do anything to hurt u. While we were talking, i thought of the incident that happened to me 5 years ago,which reminded me of my mum. She was the only person who stood besides me when i needed some one that time.She hugged me and said to me:"no matter what happen, i will be at ur side." i was touched by her words.It's been like ages i never get any hug from her since my dad past away when i was 6.Jesus!!!Now i think back the moment she hugged me, is wonderful.She leads me to the bright side.I miss and love her so much...When everytime i get upset or stress i will think of her or send her a message, and my day will gets better.But my day turned better also because of my friend, after a long chat with her i felt so released.Thanks sweetie...An excellent measure of happiness is the differences between what u have and what u want.I appreciate what i have.You can spend ur life time wanting more or consciously want less.Just balance up with it and u will feel better. So start spending a moment to think of someone u love and you will feel blessed.

What a Bad Day!!

I woke up at 5am this morning,slept for 3 hours...Dizzy n blur...Can't think of anything.Friend of mine gave me a morning call.haha.it was so funny.He called me n i did answer his call n I slept back.I had a theory test, it was freaking freaking freaking easy.i thought i will be hard,but..I think 10 years old kid could done it with distinction result.Is all bout
 common sense.Mmm..What's interesting today???I've learned the method production of noodle pasta.Chef's Steve told us about the past when he was living with his grandmother.How she made the pasta without the machine n stuff.Nowadays because is high in technology,so most of the people forgot the original method of kneading the dough n stuff.Pasta with tomato and basil sauce,we called it Pate A Nouilles Sauce Nicoise.Most of the french dishes, we cook it with wine and is really fantastic.People who loves wine should try more french cuisine, u will find it really a huge different taste compare to the others.Besides that,we cooked Breast of Guinea Fowl with Leek and Mushroom-Supreme De Pintade Aux Fruits Des Bois.Haha.Is really hard to pronounce it.I've hardly find any restaurant in Malaysia actually serve this dish.Is rare thou.Guinea is a type of Game.Game has to 2 categories-Fur n Feather.Guinea categorize as feather.We serve this dish compliment with steamed potatoes.I hate turning the potatoes.We need to turn the potatoes into barrel shape which i always fail to do it.My potatoes end up are like small little weird shape,they were just out of shape instead of barrel shape.Sux..U know why i had a bad day???Damn i cant manage to hand up my guinea dish,because im late for the assessment marking.The stupid oven is not working properly n my guinea is bit undercook.Is always bout on time on time!!!Is stresses me out.Anyway i've learnt a lesson today.That's alright...But the outlook of the guinea dish was quite alright..Just that need to work it out on the timing tingy.Really a busy day today--Everyday is a busy day.That's what my Chef always says in the kithchen.I just love what i'm doing now.Although might be tired,but is worth it...Just woke up from a nap, and i feel much better right now...

Merdeka day

Oh gosh!!!Is Merdeka day.Did i spelt it correctly???Aiks....Cause I'm in Sydney, so is not a public holiday here.I attended my class.n it's brilliant.i cooked kangaroo today.It was magnificent!!!N the cointreau souffle as well..Damn!!!I didn't manage to take a photo of  it.My classmates just ate it all before i capture it(souffle)..Somehow i felt so impressed with it thou. This is the Seared fillet of Kangaroo with pepper berry sauce n is served with Kumera Galette with pine nuts.Is just bottom of the kangaroo.Can't really c it with this angle..Hehe..This really a classic french dish.n also the first time i've tried it..Whenever i cook,it reminds me of sumone...is suffocating me!!!But i always try to bare in mind:"Change the things that can be changed ,accept those that cannot,and have a wisdom to know the difference"I should stop thinking bout all these stupid things,tomorrow im having exam, n i'm not ready for it..DAmn!!!Study STudy Study!!! Tomorrow will be a brand new day...

What's Love?

Last night,i spoke to my babygurl ,found out that similar things of me happening in her life.Is been a long time we didn't really spoke to each
 other after i came to
 Australia. What's love???Can anyone tell me?Or both of us being too naive to trust the one that we love?One of my besty ,he said to me last week.A:"Kwen , u know what?You're playing this game wrongly." N i was like:"I dun treat this as a game, i will give in everything i have n what i could."And he kept explaining n explaining the fact to me..Most of us get into disappointment of some kind-particularly adversity.and will get really emotional with it.We spent lots of time together back in Malaysia.We laughed,we cried n etc...Im wondering how's my babygurl feeling right now???I miss her so much....Can't Wait to c her when i'm back to Malaysia...Hope she is doing alright.